Baca wishlist blog blog PLU ni and.......
Aku dah buat semua...
Dan...
Dah tak nak apa apa
Sampai masa
Bila kau jumpa someone yang betul
Yang ada semua
Yang sebelum ni cuma angan angan
Believe me.
At that time kau akan cuba pelan pelan tinggal dunia plu
Sebab kau dah ada semua
Dan kau dah tak nak apa apa
Tak nak siapa siapa
Cuma kau mahu jalan lurus
Dan kau dah tak cari siapa siapa
Selain Tuhan
Believe me...........................................................................
Monday, January 12, 2015
PLU Wishlist
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i am just wish that the society will understand and accept, the way how Allah accept us. being so called 'liked us' doesn't mean that i/us gonna to commit all those sins.
i just hope people don't condemn us. don't talk about hukum. we know it. what we need is a moral support, so that we can always be on the right track.
for all those so called 'straight' outside there, their lives are so easy, they can actually look after their ikhtilaf in the best way. but not for us. just imagine, you live with them, either in your hostel, your room, etc.
just put them in the girl's hostel for 2 hours, then only they know how much we have suffered.
i am not blaming them either, they don't know how it feels.
but just believe, trust Allah, maybe this is how He tests us. maybe this is how we will attain His Jannah.
this is our battle. inside battle that only we understand.
p/s: rindu ukc1. haha
Well..said is easier than done..born with this sexual orientation aint easy.couldnt agree with you more..ya ya..ikhtilat is another issues especially in UIA.to mind a gap between the same gender will lead yourself to be anti social.mine itself living in the same room with very good looking guys and it was awkward for me to seeing them with underwear and sometimes naked :p ..I have to lowering my gaze and it was a biggest distraction to me.
Living as a PLU never been easy.i have no choice.im not even a bisexual..
Aku start jadi PLU since form 1.dari zaman innocent dapat no PLU through web forum then start blind date time form 4.then masuk asrama.during boarding school i never experianced gay sex because aku decide to be around with religious people,geng2 surau sampai masuk CFS..and kat CFS im close with someone from IRK.and dia ajak pergi Usrah,regularly pergi Masjid.then kenal a few PLU kat CFS..tuhan je tahu how hard it is to fight dengan diri kau sendiri.tengah2 usrah tiba2 dapat message ajak main kat UKC.and again and again kalah dengan diri sendiri.then main dengan orang sana sini.couple dgn2 macam orang,dari sebaya,sampai suami orang.jadi money boy.Then jumpa prince charming and i couldnt ask for more.i had enough...the only thing i want is a blessing from Allah and get back to the right track.
kan. seriously, ikhtilat tu memang susah nak jaga. i live with them, together with them. especially when i got a room at abc. with those aed and engin students. susah kot nak jaga pandangan. bila roommate ko pun dah hot tahap aku sendiri pun terpaksa tidur masjid, sebab aku takut buat something stupid. ko tau2 ja lah kan camna life kat abc tu. sengsara dibuatnya. haha
same here, i noticed my situation since i was small kid. but i keep on pretending that this is just a mindset. but then, it doesn't worth it to lie to myself.
i know how it feels bro. when your friends asked you to join usrah, went to the mosque, and at the same time, the trigger inside yourself can be overwhelmed.
susah nak lower gaze, :'( budak2 iium kan hot2. haha. aku kenal gak few budak so called 'like us' kat pj, tapi aku tak geng ngan dorang. haha 'pervert gila'. haha. but i opt to friend with those yang baik2, so that i hope, at least i am still on the right track. but, macam mane jaga pun,
few times jatuh tersungkur kat foundation. tapi Allah cepat2 tarik. buat mende2 bodoh yang aku rasa menyesal sangat.
but it is okay bro, one of my friends said that: it is okay to fall in love or attracted to someone, as long as we keep it to ourselves only. because we have no right whatsoever to refrain our feeling.
it is a matter how we manage it.
p/s: bab2 underwear tu memang masalah yang sangat besar. haha. kadang2 tu tak larat nak lower gaze dah. ye lah, at iium, sangat rare kalo ko je ngan sisters, dan ko isolate dari bro. nak tak nak, ko kena campur ngan bro. gile ko nak kera sumbang, haha. tapi kalo dah rezeki depan mata, nak buat camne, tengok je lah. haha.
Haha.exactly like me.cant fix myself with those plu in iium.sebab aku tau.aku tak kuat mana.and ya.its optional....kadang kadang penat weh nak bangun,merangkak pelan pelan..pernah berbulan bulan aku tinggal dunia plu ni.then tersungkur balik.
Budak UIA hot?hahahaa.agaklah.saiaa ta kuadd :( kadang kadang dorang jadi modal fap fap.keji weh.haha..
Btw are u still in CFS or kat gombak dah?
modal? haha! XD
dah lama tinggalkan pj. but just last two weeks pergi pj. tah macam mana terlajak sampai masuk dalam. haha.
Ouhhh.anytime datang pj roger.looking forward to see you :)
bereh boh.
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