Yesterday i went for Iftar in Mid Valley and there was an eye opening situation hit my self esteem where i happen to know that muscular men are everywhere with perfect ass and body shape while me struggling with skinny size and bad fashion sense.Faham tak bila jalan kat mana mana nampak office men with tight slack dengan bontot yang padu.Faham tak bila kat mana mana nampak guys with sweatpant and i couldn't handle with my self esteem.
I am skinny
I have to deal with these.
Actually i don't find any way to help myself rather than to accept the way i am and went to gym wont help me either since i can't go with crowd.A year before my super senior offer himself to be my trainer since he owned a gym and i did for only one day just because i hate to tie myself with commitment and the crowd weaken my energy.Since on that day nothing can motivate me to gain weight and build up muscle.
Most of the time i spend alone in my box and went out to library.This happen when i turn 20.
How pathetic my life
I am wallflower
Deal with me.
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