Tuesday, February 17, 2015

Dear MR F

I got this comment (from someone)

Anonymous said....,.
A few days ago, u condemned "heart broken" peoples right? Look at you now. Does it feels good honey.

Next time don't judge people. Live your pathetic life.

-F-

Here my answer..
Dear F

Yes my life is pathetic.
But at least.Im not being cheated atau di bodoh bodoh kan my ex bf.
He doesnt have anyone else
He is the most perfect guy i ever met
I even cry untill now
My tears running like hell
I cant figure out my life without him
This is no so called "broken hearted "
He never broke my heart even once
Dia adalah separuh jiwa aku
Dia juga adalah hal hal yang terindah
He drove from KLANG for one hour just to met me after aku putuskan hubungan
Kitaorang non stop crying dalam kereta tanpa sebarang kata
I cant even sleep untill now
I can even moving on
I cant even smile
I cant stop thinking about him

I cant even pick up phone

I cant even say anything to him

No one else i want except him

To see him crying..

Im not strong enough to going through  this

Rapuhnya aku

Tinggalkan someone yang aku paling sayang

Bodohnya aku kan MR F?

How pathetic my life right?

Is it?

Aku tak kuat

Padan muka aku kan


Hilang separuh jiwa is not as easy
And please
Dont make it difficult
The only reason why i broke this relationship because this letter send by one of my  blog reader 2 months ago.yes 2 months ago...
Im not sure with what im doing now
Im lost
The only thing i can do is crying all over again
I love him so much
Too much
As much as he love me
Btw
This is the letter

6 comments:

numan said...

There you go ..
You got choices, and you chose to end your story.
Sabar la ... apa yang ada dalam hati kita, Tuhan yang gerakkan ...
If you trust this is the best for you .. go for it.

Anonymous said...

U actually got my respect bro. Sabarlah, sakit tu tak lama. Nak tak nak 1 hari nanti kau kena lepaskan dia jugak, dan aku percaya hari tu akan jadi lebih sakit dari sekarang. Aku percaya Allah pinjamkan dia dekat kau sekejap sebab masatu kau mungkin terlalu rapuh dan tak mampu nak bangkit sorang2 dengan drawing apa semua, then dapatlah kau bf arkitek yg sedikit sebanyak membantu kau untuk survive buat archi.

Move on perlahan-lahan. Benda ni memang ambil masa. Tapi boleh bukan tak boleh, pujuk hati selalu. Kau sebenarnya tengah tolong diri kau sendiri dan diri dia. Moga lebih tabah untuk hari-hari esok.

kaed said...

seriously, i want to meet you...

kaed said...

a lot of things i want to share with you. and if only by this way, i can comfort you, as a friend.

Anonymous said...

Kalau nk ikut semua kata org. Terpulang.
Kalau nk ikut kata hati. Go for it.

soren said...

I'm sorry you feel like you have to leave your boyfriend, and in this way. religion - makes one think if it's about satisfying cultural demands, or understanding the essence of god.

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